— Confusing

— I hope you’re happy

— My world is falling, crumbling apart, life is meaningless & that’s just the start My hearts so sore, I can feel it breaking & I swear to god it leaves me shaking Late at night till early in the morning, lying in bed eyes wide open. Didn’t sleep last night, like all the others, instead I just lie crying in the covers Quick, wipe away all the tears before they come near. must hide this depression & the feelings of fear For all they know I’m happy & always smiling, but deep inside my soul is dying I can feel it rotting, it wants to scream, but I won’t let it… not for the time being I can never tell them how I feel cause the happiness I wear to them is real For them to hear that I wish I was dead… it would kill them, they’d be filled with dread So I’ll try my best no to be selfish, I’ll keep my secret hidden & just let them rest but god I can’t take it much longer… I’ll probably be dead before they even wonder.

— I’m tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I’ve been smiling, but inside I’m dying.

— I try and try to forget thinking of you like that.I tell myself to stop and then one little “hi” changes my mind.i mean…i just cant stop LOVING YOU,too bad i’m not supposed to like you, but doesn’t everyone like the person even though they know that they can’t have? This is why love can just suck sometimes. You know that you have to stop but there is NO possible way to STOP LOVING YOU! I LOVE YOU but you don’t feel the same.:/